Catch-up Day / Proverbs 21 “The Deceptiveness of Our Hearts”
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READ: Catch-up Day / Proverbs 21
Verse
chosen for meditation: Proverbs 21:2-4
2 Every way of a man is
right in his own eyes,
but the Lord weighs the heart.
3 To do righteousness
and justice
is more acceptable to the Lord than
sacrifice.
4 Haughty eyes and a
proud heart,
the lamp of the wicked, are sin.
REFLECT
Proverbs
may look like a mish mash of clever sayings, and it’s easy to skim through them,
but one should meditate more on them to get the deeper messages. The proverbs
address facets of life still prevalent today: Making a living, handling money,
managing relationships, responding to poverty, struggles with sexuality, coping
with difficulties and facing death, etc. It helps us understand what wisdom
looks like and work out how to live appropriately in the normalcy of daily
living.
Each
proverb should cause us to look deeply into our actions and values, contrast
them with the light of God, and address that gap. I found it useful to approach
each proverb like a mirror to my behaviour, asking: Am I like this? Is my
behaviour characteristic of the fool or the wise? Is there a better way to live?
For
today’s meditation verses, we see God’s knowledge of our innermost thoughts.
The key is on being, not doing. We can do many pious acts, but God knows if we
do them in arrogance or humility, whether our acts are motivated by worship or other
selfish desires. This motivation makes all the difference, and we can easily go
from worshipping God to worshipping ourselves.
Sometimes,
the image of a lamp is used to symbolise what guides a person. In v4, the
choices of the wicked are guided by their sinful desires, and their haughty eyes
(arrogant, air of superiority) and prideful heart make them deny that their
ways are wicked and foolish. The opposite of this verse is one with humble eyes
and a contrite heart, with his/her lamp being submission to God.
RELATE
It
is good to discuss about our hearts, because of how deceptive it is (Jeremiah 17:9),
thus the need for higher alert. I believe many of us start our acts of service wanting
to worship God. I have seen many who begin their work with the purest of
intents, but also seen how those motivations behind the very same acts degraded
over time. It happens to me occasionally. It can start from wanting to meet a
genuine need, but ended up doing it to get affirmation from stakeholders. I may
not realise it if I don’t regularly invite God to search my heart and reveal to
me any waywardness. It is very common that we deceive ourselves that we are
doing right, but God weighs our heart.
Also
related, v3 is not saying that our sacrifices are not important. They are, but
people can do them for all sorts of reasons (motivations again). Some do it hoping
to win favour from God, to get blessings. Some do it to conceal their sins or
guilt. Some busy themselves in acts of service to “make up” for an inadequate
part of their walk with God. These are not sacrifices pleasing to God. Even with
the pleasing ones, God is still more concerned with our overall day-to-day
conduct, whether we lead a holy and justice-seeking lifestyle, as compared to
occasional rituals of giving. We remember in a recent reading, how Saul thought
he did good by offering what he thought were the best meat portions for God,
but Samuel correctly highlighted: What good is that if he didn’t obey God? For
us, our obedience in God is reflected in our daily living, in our response to
the needy, in the less visible small things we do each day, not so much in the
visible showing during rituals.
Verse
4 highlights how our pride can easily blind us, thinking we are humbler than we
really are, and thinking we submit to God when we submit to our desires more. We
may think, “That can’t be us! We are not wicked!” But the wicked here refers to
people whose life choices are guided by their preferences and urges. This
proverb, as a mirror, reflects something I try to dial down and hide in the
deep recesses of my brain. When I confront that reflection seriously, it
reveals a life still very much driven by my preferences, and very little
submission to God. Do I belong to the wicked in v4? I think many times, I do. The
crux is how do I respond with this revelation?
REST
Dear God, continue to search my heart and reveal my
faults to me. In times of my arrogance, take down my pride and make me humble
before you. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Chris Chong
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